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Name: Brian
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Birthday: 1/6/1980
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Friday, December 28, 2007

A summary of the last half, but quarter, really, of 2007

Dang, it's been ages since my last post. I might have been too tired, too lazy, or too busy. In actuality, there wasn't really that much to write about. Every new day was like a repeat of the previous day. Work eat sleep, work eat sleep, sleep sleep, work eat sleep, and so on.

This routine got so monotonous that I enrolled in graphic and web design classes. I executed a lot of projects in a very short period of time. I plopped too much on my platter and totally tired myself out, but the result was worth it. I learned it's never too late to try something new. That the only thing stopping you from utilizing your full potential is yourself. That you really cannot know if you'll succeed if you don't try.

So now I know how to work with layers and masks in Photoshop. How to code XHTML, CSS, and JavaScript from scratch. How to tell the difference between a superior design from an atrocious one. I think I'm going to tackle Flash and XML next. Whatever I end up doing, I'm sure it's going to be a step in the right direction.

However, I've made a few wrong moves down quite a different path considering the number of friendships that have soured. Okay, so I know I'm naive. And ditzy. I don't know if I think too much with my heart or not enough with my brains. Both? Neither? I guess it doesn't really matter since the damage has been done. Although I don't think I can fully repair my relationships with people, again, I won't know unless I try, right?

It's weird that as I'm getting older, I'm discovering such simple truths from these hard lessons. I think I'm finally growing up after all. I look forward to what's in store for 2008. Bring it on!


Thursday, May 03, 2007

"oh, no, you did not walk through that metal detector with your cell phone in your pocket!" the tsa agent declared with some gust of almightiness. "i need you to walk over here."

i was new to the world of traveling. i had not been out of the country ever since i stepped into it as a little baby. in fact, i had finally received my passport only a few weeks earlier. i was going to vancouver, and, already, my trip was turning out to be an exciting one.

i went through some machine that spurted pockets of air throughout my body. it's kind of like that one device that your optometrist holds up to your eye. in this case, you were in the device. anyways, i cleared security and went on my merry way. it turned out that it was the stupid buttons on my jeans that were setting off the metal detector.

i went and bought a peppermint mocha frappe from the coffee counter. i know now that pretty much every coffee place that i go to has what i want but in a different name; e.g. frappuccino, freeze, ice blended, etc. this would be the first coffee out of many on my four-day trip to vancouver.

cam, carla, and i were fortunate enough to have the same days off to sojourn together. we stayed at hotel le soleil in downtown. what a koinkidink for my friend christian lived only a few blocks away. yay!

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we checked in and then headed out to eat. omg, vancouver has a plethora of restaurants to satisfy your taste buds a thousand times over. we ate indian food, filipino food, chinese food, greek food, etc., but the best was probably the european-influenced food over at bin 941 tapas parlour. in fact, we went there twice. carla and i tried to take a picture of us in the mirror hanging over us at the bar, but this was the best that we could do.

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i've been back in the states only a few days, but man, i already miss the nightlife that vancouver has to offer. let me forewarn, however, that drinks over there are pretty expensive. i was introduced to some new drinks. i'm not sure if this concoction called a pretty boy is unique to this one venue i went to, but, at first, i thought it was pretty gross. after a few more sips, however, man, that was good stuff.

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an eye-opener, for sure, was at this one rave where i saw a lot of forty-something-year-old asians dressed like they're still in high school. christian refers to them as nammer moms and dads, haha! i must say, however, that i've got to give them props for not being afraid to do what they like to do. i just hope that i don't end up dancing like they do when i'm that old.

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anyone who knows me knows that i'm afraid of a lot of things, including, but not limited to, heights and water. i had to overcome both in order to visit the capilano suspension bridge. first, we had to take the seabus to go from vancouver to north vancouver.

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second, the aforementioned bridge itself, according to its website, is 450 feet across and 230 feet above the capilano river. i almost didn't want to cross it since it was so high above the ground, but then i realized i didn't want to miss the opportunity seeing how i was already there. in addition, there were all these little kids there that day, presumably on some sort of field trip. i reasoned, if they could do it, so could i! i remember thinking to myself, this is like being in crouching tiger, hidden dragon.

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anyways, i cannot wait to go back and resume all of the fun that i had in vancouver. maybe i should just marry a canadian! haha!

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Thursday, March 29, 2007

subscriptions

"i've had enough of your issues--cancel my subscription!"

haha, i don't remember where i first heard that line, but i like to use it whenever i can. i'm sure it's from some movie... maybe a reese witherspoon one? anyways, i shall use that as a segue to the real purpose of this entry. yes, for once, this seemingly innocuous augmentation to what is probably the most insipid blog in all of xangadom is actually a functional one.

i know i don't write much. one can attribute this to my general propensity to laziness. i learned today, however, that quite a number of you continue to subscribe to my xanga. i can't help but question why. i mean, i barely write, and when i do, it's usually utterly trivial.

i'm postulating that most of you are people that i know in the real world. i reckon this because most of my own subscriptions are friends-based. if we have never met before, and i happen to subscribe to your blog, then i must think that you are one really cool jelly bean.

anyways, back to the point of this entry. believe it or not, as lazy as i am, i actually do manage to keep up with each and every daily digest that gets delivered to my inbox. i realize now that some of you are like me. we like to read, but we don't like to write. we like to go places, but we don't like to drive. we like to eat, but we don't like to cook or wash the dishes afterwards.

i forgot where i was going with this. no wonder i hardly write.


Friday, February 16, 2007

oink

i've eaten dinners twice before in one day, but not within an hour of each other... until today! yet, i still don't feel satiated. at the same time, i don't feel hungry. man, my appetite is all jacked up... just like my sleeping schedule. what i'd give for a jamba juice right now.


Tuesday, February 13, 2007

scandalous pic alert

we're drunk... at wal-mart... hence the sh*tty bargain-conscious visors...

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i did yoga for the first time today. i didn't know one could sweat so much from just stretching. i haven't really worked out in the past two years, so this time around, i am resolved to be a lot more consistent. chipmunk cheeks, be gone!

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have i mentioned i love my new phone?! note to self... get a tattoo... and red underwear... haha.



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